I wish I was blind

I wish I was blind
So I would never see your face
I would never see your smile
I wish I was blind
So I would never see you there
right on my favorite spot
Wish I'd never seen you there

But I am not mad at you
If I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
There's no need to forgive you
But I can't forgive myself
I know I can't get through
But I just have to listen to
My heart

And I wish I was deaf
So I would never hear your voice
I would never hear the stars
I wish I was deaf
So I would never hear the song
That speaks right to our soul
Strips out our soul

But I am not mad at you
If I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
There's no need to forgive you
But I can't forgive myself
'Cause I know I can't get through
I just have to listen to
My heart

Oh, if only time was my friend
Maybe you could dream me in
Deep down your precious mind
Oh, if I could just pretend
That we're not one and the same
I would see ourselves apart

But I am mad about you
And I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
I just can't forget you
But I always forget myself
I just have to listen to
My heart