I wish I was blind

I wish I was blind
So I would never see your face
I would never see your smile
I wish I was blind
So I would never see you there
right on my favorite spot
Wish I'd never seen you there

But I am not mad at you
If I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
There's no need to forgive you
But I can't forgive myself
I know I can't get through
But I just have to listen to
My heart

And I wish I was deaf
So I would never hear your voice
I would never hear the stars
I wish I was deaf
So I would never hear the song
That speaks right to our soul
Strips out our soul

But I am not mad at you
If I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
There's no need to forgive you
But I can't forgive myself
'Cause I know I can't get through
I just have to listen to
My heart

Oh, if only time was my friend
Maybe you could dream me in
Deep down your precious mind
Oh, if I could just pretend
That we're not one and the same
I would see ourselves apart

But I am mad about you
And I'm mad, I'm mad at myself
I just can't forget you
But I always forget myself
I just have to listen to
My heart

Your eyes

I can see the stars
I've tried to reach so high
Deep inside your eyes
Shinning like a warm fire after a cold night
Putting me down as some whine after the day was down
So put some log on the fire
Pour more wine in the glass
Let's call our night

Falling out of love

You're trying to tell me that these are not the words to say
That I got confused again
These kinds of things just happen on the movies
But real life is different
You just smiled at me because you are a nice girl
Not because you want me
But I got lost in all my loneliness and wannabes
This is just too hard for me

I just can't help it
I'm falling out of love again

Your eyes were starring at the guy behind me
I though I was all you've seen
Now I stop and think 'bout how stupid I've been
As stupid as can be
Caught on the scour of a missing feellings river
Missed more than I had to miss
I'm just fooled by my lack of self-esteem
I try to hide inside of me

You won't save me
I'm falling out of love again

So I'll just run and hide
And pretend that this never happened
But when I lay down
I'll keep asking myself if this will last forever

I just can't help it
I'm falling out of love again
You won't save me
I'm falling out of love again

A mulher invisível

Você leu as minhas cartas pra Marina
E me achou demais
Alguém especial
Mas escondo atrás de copos e cigarros
A minha solidão
O medo da razão

E é tudo igual
A mesma história
Eu tenho medo de mostrar quem sou
Se o que eu vejo
Não é verdade
Eu preciso saber quem eu sou

Eu vou dançar em sonhos
Cantar os versos
Que eu nem lembro que eu fiz
Eu vou matar o tempo
Rasgar as fotos
Pra buscar o meu final feliz

Você só viu a parede que eu erguia
Não quis ficar mais
Ver o que há por trás
Dos tijolos e cimento ao meu redor
Da dor de ser mais um
Do humor sem amor nenhum

Eu sei que sou normal
É a minha história
Meu velho medo de mostrar quem sou
Se só eu te vejo
O que é verdade
Eu preciso saber quem eu sou

Eu vou dançar em sonhos
Cantar os versos
Que eu nem lembrava que eu fiz
Eu vou matar o tempo
Rasgar as fotos
Pra buscar o meu final feliz
Eu vou sentir o vento
Perder o medo
Das coisas que eu nunca fiz
Eu vou abrir meus olhos
Gritar segredos
Pra poder ter o meu final feliz

Aviso que, um dia, seus sonhos podem mudar. E aviso que, quando estiverem pra mudar, você vai se sentir perdido. Confuso. Fraco. Tudo porque seus planos de infância não são mais os mesmos, e não são mais atingíveis! E sabe qual é o problema disso? Nenhum. Seus planos mudam porque o mundo e a vida mudam. Na verdade, a vida é uma busca por sensações, e os sonhos que pensamos ter são os que dariam essas sensações pra gente. Mas quando o mundo muda, as coisas que nos dariam aquela sensação que tanto buscamos, mudam também. Aí o plano muda. Vamos parar de nos preocupar tanto com o destino e aproveitar a viagem! Acho que, no fundo, esse é o jeito mais genuíno de ser feliz.